dilemma~

salAM~

i was about to company my bapa back yo sagil to celebrate CNY..
the problem i'm dont want to...

the ticket was booked w/o my permission.... how i could say NO???? i been think about this lately... i told my mom already... the yesterday, i told my dad what was on mu mind,,, well he want me to go with him... now i'm quite stress with this prob...

sebbnya ialah kitorg x sama agama... i'm muslim and they are chinese... >.<" aq takut lahhh...
lg2 ni time CNY... there will non-halal stuff.... that i'm afraid off... plus... there was a death in my father's family... sbb x sama agama aq tkut..

aq takut akan buat something yg syirik... yg akan buat aq berdosa... aq xnk sume tue....

mak aq kata nnt laaa .... kita bncg lg...

huhuhuhu~

i wish: gud luck to you all~

Salam....

Alhamdulillah hari ni berhenti hjn... baju pun dh kering... >.<~

td aq dpt sms dr jiah... dia dan 6 org y len pi KL hari ni jam 11 td... aq pun kol dia... wish dorg gud luck... hari ni dorg bmlm d hotel,,, sok bru pi UTP utk brdftr.... bes kan dorg??~

Hari ni teda yg bes... tp gak sakit tekak sbb asyik kne tgur adik aq yg bermasalah ni... huhuhuhu~
aq kne push dia skit ni.... dh lah nk SPM taun ni...

ptg td mak da buat roti john.... SEDAP~~~~~ aq suka....~

mlm nirasa nk tdo lewat skit...



I still want the best for me and my family...
I wish i will go further n better~

still raining~.~''

Salam.....

Hm... smlm mak n bpa aq pi KK.... mmndangkan bru2 ni bday aq, mak da belikan gelang silver utk aq... hehe~ happy gak laa.. sbb sblum balik dr mktb aq da beli satu, tp hilang kat mktb gak...
mmg nasib x bek...

td aq ikut parents aq kuar pi kedai... hjn2 ni.... pi Gmart n chong cheong... jmpa fak kwn lma aq.. da 2 org... yg llki aq say 'hai' ja... kwn y pompuan aq x sgka tul... skilas pndg mcm dh 20++.... skali tgk dia tgur aq... pas2 kitorg bersalaman laaaa. juana namanya... t'ingat bila pi tabung haji dgn dia...
memory~~~~

hari ni mak da masak sdp.....~

tgh ahri tf aq dpt berita yg gak mgejutkan..... wan sms aq yg cgu sejarah aq, cigi kamsiah,,,, masuk hospital... tgh nazak.... astaqfirullah....
Aq pun mnyiasat la.... aq gtau kak Saba... pas2 dia pun kol ayahanda.... ayhanda kata yg cgu kam dh ok dh... cgu kam dh kuar hosp dh.... alhamdulillah..... syukur laaaa

overall hari aq rasa besa jer... tgk tv... kemas rmh... men FB,,,,,

masih rsau gak tntg masa dpn aq ni....

k laaaaa~

WASALAM >___<''

what am I will become?

salam.......

aq gak frust skit bila aq dpt tau y byk rakan aq dh tau ke mana arah mrk slps ni.... sdgkan aq masih terkapai2 xtau mana arah tujuku... huhuhu~ pa yg patut aq buat?????
ya Allah... berikanlah y terbaik bg diriku... amin...

aq rasa nk mbik bidang bio-tech... bidang pkerjaan dia gak luas gak... harap2 aq dpt laaa bidang ni...

lawyer da org cdgkan,,,, sbb aq pndai patahkn ckp org... aq merupkn debater mrsm aq,,, tp aq x minat sgt kerjaya ni... byk buat dosa,,, aq takut~

aq xtau laaa pa y terjadi pd masa hdpn... sma da bek tau x.... sume d tgn Allah...

manusia hanya merancang... tp Allah la y menntukan y terbaik buat hamba-Nya,,,

Birth n death~

ASSALAMUALAIKUM......

sbgai lpsn SPM... aq xtau nk buat pa nk isi cuti pnjg aq nih...

stkat ni aq da plan nk mbik lesen krta... tp bapa x kasi.. katanya aq msih kecil lg...
pas2 aq da cadang kja kat BESTAmART kat tmpat aq... mak lak y x kasi... so ====>
aq duk rmah jer laa...

Duk d rmh pun best gak... lebih relax... x penat sgt. bgun jer aq pi basuh kain then jemur kain. Sapu rmh, men pc dan basuh pinggan... tu le keja harian aq spnjg cuti ni....

Baru2 ni hari jadi aq... tp juga merupakan hari pkcik aq meninggal... pa perasaan korg bila hari kelahiran ko merupakan hari kematian org lain... msti x syok kan... >.<''
Pa leh buat laaaaa....

Kelmarin hujan spnjg hari... gak seram gak... dhlah bpa x balik lg.... huhuhuu... alhamdullilah...
bpa smpai rmh gak around jam 6pm...
semlm kitorg mkn steamboat.. nyam3... tp rasa mcm x ngam lak... da sedara meninggal tp kitorg mkn sdp2 lak.. astaqfirullah.... T.T

mgkin sbb kuarga aq x rpat sgt dgn sedara sbelah bpa aqa ni... so x laa feeling sgt... memory aq sal pkcik ni pun x byk sbb majority family aq kat semnnjung... aq n kurga mak ngah aq je y kat SABAh....